déjà vu...into reality

Hmmm...déjà vu, a strange term yet many or rather all of us would have experienced it some time within our day to day lives. Well to me, my experiences of déjà vu seem to be pretty real and unreal. To people who are close to me would know that this time last year during my third/fourth week into first year of uni, my mum went into hospital and had an operation. What connection does this have with déjà vu...well again into my third/fourth week of uni, now in second year, my grandad is in hospital, fatally ill and will be leaving us soon. Hence incase you were wondering where I was during the past few days, I popped back home to see my grandad, stayed by his side as much as I can before that time comes. Now I am back in Dundee, continuing my studies. Of course my mind will be else where, constantly thinking of my grandad and also my mum who is waiting to undergo another operation. Life seems pretty unfair at this moment for me but I have to keep my chin high and stay strong for them.